tarasmaclay:

tarasmaclay:

tarasmaclay:

i feel like a weird phase that isn’t talked about much is being half closeted and half out like??? idk it’s such a weird dynamic i can’t describe it 

it’s just like a lot of not knowing who knows and who doesn’t know, not knowing how to act around certain people, not knowing when you can be yourself or when you have to hide, not knowing if it will bring up a whole big conversation if you make a gay joke or say something in reference to being gay….idk it’s just so much uncertainty and awkwardness in my experience and not a fun place to be

ANYWAYS if you’re in this phase like i am i love you and im proud of you for how far you’ve come and i believe in you. you’re valid and strong and things will work themselves out for us eventually!!!